Monday, 01 December 2003

• my brother is not good at sending me things post haste like i tell him to do. jerk...all distracted by his girlfriend. she went back to washington today though so i should get what i need soon. however, i feel that i have put this off for too long and i know you are all very anxious to hear of the results of our family thanksgiving race. the team names were stealthy assassins, cerebellums, team extreme, the gazelles, and the democrats. i was on the cerebellums and the democrats were the open team with visitors to thanksgiving that are not family. our team won. i was the 1st finisher for our team and westwood women overall. i was 5th overall with a time of 4:06. two of the people that beat me were in no way related to me. i feel good. my grandmother participated and that is the picture i was waiting to put up. i will get it soon and it will appear at random. my oldest brother dressed up as santa claus. as we ran, you could see locks of white hair flapping in the wind. my other brother wore shorts and a tie. his girlfriend wore spandex and racing flats. she was hardcore. the whole morning she was psyching herself up and she had "race pigtails." i thoroughly enjoy tiffany. she gets the kendra stamp of approval. good thing, they will get married someday. so we ran the 800 and there were about 25 of us and people came out of their houses and cheered. it was excellent times. it's going to be annual, unless we start having parades...

  the rest of the weekend was good. i shopped and did a little present buying. not much though. hmmm....i got back and today had my mad day of crazy time classes where i had to get stuff together. i'm glad that's over. i still have much to do before the end of the semester, but it is all possible.

  i took a colorgenics test today and since jon posted his i decided to post mine too. i'm such a conformist!!!

  You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfillment.

  You are looking for something different. Your imagination has been working overtime and you are seeking adventure - and you'd like to share that adventure, the new experience, with someone like yourself: Imaginative, Enthusiastic and Sensitive.

  Everyone has to compromise at times and circumstances are such that at this time you are feeling the need to do just that. Put all of your hopes on the back burner and let matters flow for a time - forgo some of the things you want. The good times are just around the corner.

  You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.

  You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that 'If it's not fun - then don't do it'. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.

  very well then. more work to do for now.

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